10-01-2012 I still Can’t Figure Out How I Feel Today: By Abdale Farah Sigad   This is small poem and it is my conclusion of many things that I have been pursuing within Awdal community for the last nine years. In life, experience teaches you lot of things and I finally learned, it is bad idea to try to correct the mistakes that other people are making.And I also learned people are not angels and they can behave in an unpredictable way and that is the nature of human species. Even those closer to you can side with your foes when it suites them . However  I sitll  don't know how I ended up the way I feel today                                                    Here is my thought                                        The reality of politics hit me in the heart                                                     I leant the fact, there are no friends in politics                                       A trouble of tribalism tease me through my family                                       I frozen like an Ice, when I found out the facts                                       But I still can’t figure out how I feel today                                        I fear the pain I feel today, will follow me for ever                                      I found out the friends I feed yesterday, are fighting with me today                                      And the future I found with my friends, turns out to be fake                                      I am dishearten, and disappointment is my definition of the day                                      I am bruised and broken and nothing can bring me back                                     But I still can’t figure out how I feel today                                       I might have been doing silly mistakes lately                                     But my DNA does not deny the reality                                     And I am not double faced Dude                                     I can’t stand deviousness it damages my devotion                                    But I Still can’t figure out how I feel today                                                                   Betrayers are trying to justify their devious deeds                                   But their explanations are making no sense at all                                   Solidarity is sinking like a bad sailor in a boat                                  A terrible feelings terrify the community                                  But I still can’t figure out how I feel today                                   Finally tribalism takes you nowhere                                 So never trust the thieves who shed the Tol’ayeey tears                                 Teach your self to mind your own business                                 And tell your self to take easy no matter what                                 Peace is my advice today and I care nothing else                                 And though I still  can’t figure out how I feel today                                 I know for sure things will never be the same again                              Democracy is better than repression                              Abdale Farah Sigad